Vanessa. 19. Upstate New York

"I wish I could be more."


what am I doing with my shitty and unproductive life


i convince myself every day i don’t need anything, i don’t need anyone.

but maybe all that i need is something and someone.

but i embed the thought that i need to be alone.

i get so much “alone” every day.

though the feeling of shoulder brushing past mine everyday in replacement of hugs is what “alone” is.